( no, she can't possibly tell him the truth. giovanni would get worried. giovanni would cry. she's bleary-eyed herself, but even she knows it would only get worse if he started crying too. slowly, she types, to give the most calm impression she can ( shaky fingers and misspelled words don't really say "nothing's wrong", do they ) and so her response is perhaps a few minutes late. )
[never mind that he has been that he's close to it even now never mind that lily surely knows-- he doesn't want her to worry, doesn't want her to think him as useless as he knows himself to be]
and i guess that's okay then
[he has his doubts, has his suspicions, but he doesn't want to worry her]
( and that's a lie, but it's true too. it's not so scary that she can feel the voice again ( sometime, she'll realize it's gone semi-permanently ) and at the same time it's so frightening. )
yeah its good
( she doesn't know what else to say.
could you tell me when he gets there doesn't make sense, but she wants to ask anyway. instead, she says: )
text;
nothing else?
text;
( no, she can't possibly tell him the truth. giovanni would get worried. giovanni would cry. she's bleary-eyed herself, but even she knows it would only get worse if he started crying too. slowly, she types, to give the most calm impression she can ( shaky fingers and misspelled words don't really say "nothing's wrong", do they ) and so her response is perhaps a few minutes late. )
he said dont cry hell be there soon enough
text;
[never mind that he has been that he's close to it even now never mind that lily surely knows-- he doesn't want her to worry, doesn't want her to think him as useless as he knows himself to be]
and i guess that's okay then
[he has his doubts, has his suspicions, but he doesn't want to worry her]
text;
( and that's a lie, but it's true too. it's not so scary that she can feel the voice again ( sometime, she'll realize it's gone semi-permanently ) and at the same time it's so frightening. )
yeah its good
( she doesn't know what else to say.
could you tell me when he gets there doesn't make sense, but she wants to ask anyway. instead, she says: )
im going to go eat now
text;
oh okay
i'll talk to you later lily
[this isn't right, this isn't enough, but he doesn't know what else to say either]